I ain't saying it's that bad
I just don't get why I'm sad
Don't get why she's fucking mad
But i'm in really in my bag
Wear Dior it's not a fad
Calculate then do the math
Do addition then subtract it i'm helpless
And on my flow
Going show to show
Going coast to coast
Prolly overdose
Prolly should of let her go
Things I did a year ago
Packing bags and packin bowls
My girl is impeccable
Say she'd let me over dose
Letting myself get to close way to fucking fast
Probably cause of all the shit that happened in the past
Whipping around my AMG I always finish last
All the good times seem to go but all the bad times last
All these pills help me stay alive
Don't make me feel inside
Help me to see what's right
Help with the sleepless nights
Help with the sleepless nights
People think i'm living the dream
Shit ain't always what it seems
Depression from society
OCD from anxiety
My life's a circle
I hate this show wish I could skip all the commercials
I ain't saying it's that bad
I just don't get why I'm sad
Don't get why she's fucking mad
But i'm in really in my bag
Wear dior it's not a fad
Calculate then do the math
Do addition then subtract it i'm helpless
I know it's selfish
I know it's reckless
I feel so HELPLESS
My life's a circle
Change the channel fuck commercials
On my flow
Going show to show
Going coast to coast
Prolly overdose
Prolly should of let her go
Things I did a year ago
Packing bags and packin bowls
My girl is impeccable
Say she'd let me overdose
911 what's your emergency
Yeah uh so I need a cleanup service and a doctor
I ain't never shed a tear
Couldn't have made it in a year
Blurry vision seeing clear
It almost ruined my career yea
I know it's in my mind
Cannot control at times
Cannot control my mind
Sick of the sleepless nights
(Sick of the sleepless nights)
Sick of the sleepless nights
I know i'm selfish
I know i'm reckless
I feel so HELPLESS
My life's a circle
I hate this show wish I could skip all the commercials
I ain't saying its that bad
I just don't get why I'm sad
Don't get why she's fucking mad
But i'm in really in my bag
Wear dior it's not a fad
Calculate then do the math
Do addition then subtract it I'm HELPLESS