Look I know you don't wanna talk Let me just say this though I get that you tell me that I have to be Happy with myself Before I can be in a relationship with you or anybody I get that But how the fuck am I supposed to be happy When you were the only thing making me happy in the past four years Should of knew it from the start yeah Said I knew it from the start yeah Suicide on my mind yeah Think about her all the time yeah Girl I really loved you Sorry for the things that he made you do Sorry for the shit that he put you through That he put you through That he put you through You telling all my friends that you sorry Tell em that I'm only happy when I'm off the Molly Tell me that you love me but I know you never love me Tell me that you need me but I know you never want me Girl I miss the old you Miss the way I hold  Tell me that you love me I can see it in the old you Girl I miss the old you Miss the way I hold you Tell me that you love me I can see it in the old you If I told you that I need you would you come back would you save me Really need your loving would you come back would you lay me Lay my soul to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep In God I trust and happiness in you I try to seek I'm so sick of all the jealousy I'm so sick of everybody being mad at me Why won't you answer Why won't you answer Tell me you love me but you never fucking answer You won't answer your phone You tell me you hate me just leave me alone You won't answer your phone You tell me you hate me just leave me alone In the middle of the night time And I kiss you in the night sky Remember all the time we spent And the lies you said and the lies you said Would've given you anything that you wanted Was my love on your mind did you ever want it Was my love on your mind did you ever want it Did you ever want it did you ever want it Memories fade every year And girl I still got no time for the tears No tears Bragging about my Snapchat She showing all her bad friends You was still the same girl not fucking with me last year Whoa whoa whoa I said whoa whoa whoa No no no I said no no no Hold me close would you hold me close Hold me close would you hold me close Should of knew it from the start yeah Said I knew it from the start yeah Suicide on my mind yeah Think about her all the time yeah Girl I really loved you Sorry for the things that he made you do Sorry for the shit that he put you through That he put you through That he put you through You telling all my friends that you sorry Tell em that I'm only happy when I'm off the Molly Tell me that you love me but I know you never love me Tell me that you need me but I know you never want me Why you never want me