When I look in my eyes I can't see myself, can't believe myself (myself) I've been living this lie Gotta free myself, gotta free myself (ooh-whoa) Sorry if I'm being cautious Cut the check and then I'm off it I been running through the days Only care if it's about a profit Different bitches, different days Only care about 'em if they topless I'm so tired of club hoppin' And all these bottles I been poppin' For these girls I don't care for They're just doing what they can (what they can) I did some things that don't make me no man (no man) I need someone who can really understand They can't really understand me, no When I look in my eyes I can't see myself, can't believe myself I've been living this lie Gotta free myself, gotta free myself Can't believe that's what I wanted (wanted) Another night, a broken promise Put my poison in the water I'm forgetting that's somebody's daughter Tryna be a better man Soon enough my turn to be a father When it's time to pay for all my sins I relapse on back at it again (again) I don't wanna runaway, away, no more I'm not tryna be the same, the same as before Soon as I learn from all my mistakes I make more, I make more Look in my eyes I can't see myself, can't believe myself I've been living this lie Gotta free myself, can't believe myself