Even when I'm by myself I abuse all help Fallen from hell Blood vessels burst by tension The suspension of weight and waiting I don't feel happiness anymore Decayed straight from the core Even in my dreams I wish I could scream Faces of the dead haunt me Death feeds on what's left in me You can't scream for help When you're trapped in hell The sky has now become the ground Heavens have found the hell I dig for Like a starving stomach I'm hungry for hurt Tears feel like acid on my cheek Knees bleeding from pleading "Rotten Mind" carved on my bones Even in my dreams, I can't feel pain Even in my dreams, I still cannot grieve A cliff I formed and fell down How ever will I climb back from this? A trench of death, it feels like bliss "Rotten Mind" carved on my bones Blood drenched sheets This is my home Even in my dreams, my head feels so heavy Even in my dreams, suicide seems so tempting Dear death These deaf dreams are a sign I am ready