I can't break free from these chains It's chilling My grain of existence is breaking down I'm here but I don't want to be found I can't keep tearing at seams I must accept, I don't deserve to breathe Slit my wrists and let the dirt bleed Slit my throat and watch all life leave Slit my wrists and let the dirt bleed Slit my throat and watch all life leave Death follows me everywhere I go Enticing me to a new place I can call home I'll project where my sanity is stored All across the walls I live on the floor I can't be here anymore Do I close my door? I am eternal hurt The ice cold barrel, chills my teeth I hear her screams, she dropped to her knees "Put it down" She pleads I'm sorry mother, I can't be here anymore I held the black lava of death I envisioned a saga of the end Stained I am; A lamb for the damned Follow where the void leads It takes me to a place where we all must leave Never find me Erase all of my being Caught in the chains of Jisatsu I devote my life to this note