When I'm alone Hell becomes my home A rotten mind is all I have With nothing else to add Nothing else to add Dead to the world or dead to myself? Breaking and aching Fake smiles make me They're scared to see the light These voices don't just haunt me at night My mind is set in stone I belong in hell Dead to the world or dead to myself Feels like a poison in me but not in anyone one else I never thought I would get here I never thought I would feel so cold I do this to myself But I am reaching out Screaming out for help No one can hear me now There's no escaping My mind was stuck shaking Another life slipped away Two minutes and no beat or pulse Life was not yet done The release of DMT Hallucinations was all I could see Choking on myself I didn't ask for help No more tears left to cry In love with the idea; I must die Dead to the world or dead to myself Don't see Don't speak Just sink In the face of death I shyed away To wake for another day I must accept that I shall just eventually just fall into decay I refuse to grow old Acceptance I am so cold