Drunken thoughts Lead me to the darkest place That I never thought I could see I come to the edge of what is real (Woah) Yet so far gone But closer to the truth So vividly yet so blurred And I don't mean to hurt those around me But we can't deny the truth of the lies that we speak With each day, cracked and etched in stone Places we'll never get back With every line that we've crossed Will we be able to cross back Or yet another line will be crossed Do we cross, or do we stay because settling feels so humane Do we cross, or do we stay I'm on the edge of giving in (I'm on the edge of giving in) I'm in a state of breaking down Another bottle down the hatch So I can numb the pain (So I can numb the pain) And pour another shot to match Until my life is drowned away I'm not the man that I once was I'm becoming a shell of what used to be I took a chug to the end of the bottle And poured the last drop down the drain But I took a step back To take a look at my self Only to find that there was still a part of me Me Holding on for dear life Using my vices to escape back to the place I'd rather not see I've been tryin my best to resolve this Crying out for help in solitude I can only help myself I've done this all before I can't believe all the damage I have caused Just drinking my own life away I've been selfish and insecure Losing my life to the poison Do we cross, or do we stay Reaching for another bottle I collapse I don't know who I am anymore I collapse