Only human, that's what you say But when backed into a corner you bark Put down with your tail between your legs Like the fucking stray mutt that you know you are Fuck I see dead people when I close my eyes If you could see through mine, you'd be terrified Grind my teeth til my gums bleed Chew my nails til I fall asleep Kick the chair and snap my neck Play Russian roulette with a full clip Hollow point to my skull, pull the plug Say goodbye to the drugs, I've found my new number one No more fake smiles, no more hiding the cuts I think I've fallen in love with the taste of a gun They'll find me hanging in the morning breeze A cold, pale corpse swinging from the family tree This is me giving up on me A final trip to the E.R My veins run empty Bite down on the cold steel between my teeth I'll write your name on a bullet so you're in my dreams Grind my teeth til my gums bleed Chew my nails til i fall asleep Kick the chair and snap my neck Play Russian roulette with a full clip May as well hang Drop dead between the red and blue The ghost of room 25, it's quite a view from the roof Take a step and leave a stain on the concrete Shaking limbs, just get it done Stay the fuck away from me Maybe I'm just sick in the head, at least I'll admit it Don't try to get close to me, I'll make you regret it Spineless coward I pray one day we all suffocate