I was sleepless for some days
Broke down in cry and rage
Failed in classes
Getting laughed at
I felt stranded
Lots of hate
Barked the wrong tree
Got in fights
Tried to sacrifice my life
Went to rehab had a relapse
Strugglin with joys in mind
Searchin for somethin I didn't know
Pickin up from bone to bone
Trynna find the
Defining pieces of my life that were unknown
Didn't really know the dials
Certain of life I had my doubts
Trynna climb back on my feet I
Felt I could just hit this mile
So I'm lying down defeat
Can't go back to yesterday
I've been look forward into future but all I see is gray
Where the horizon meets the peak
Is where my mind drift off to space
Cause I can't wrap my head around the fact of how long things just fade
Didn't know my whereabouts
I been losin out myself
Thousand feet high
Couldn't pickup where I'm to goin south
Couldn't find home the other day
Feelin broken only aches
In then end I know it's fixed
I try
It's only growing pains
Freshman year came n left
I made a couple friends
Then we got crazy
Memories I wont ever forget
Then the pandemic hit
It broke us up a few
But we held firm cause I care about the ones who hold true
Graduation we split
My whole structure fled
Was left to await college while maintaining distance with friends
I got my girlfriend though
So I think I'll be alright
It gets really hard but the future pretty high
So I'm lying down defeat
Can't go back to yesterday
I've been look forward into future but all I see is gray
Where the horizon meets the peak
Is where my mind drift off to space
Cause I can't wrap my head around the fact of how long things just fade
Didn't know my whereabouts
I been losin out myself
Thousand feet high
Couldn't pickup where I'm to goin south
Couldn't find home the other day
Feelin broken only aches
In then end I know it's fixed
I try
It's only growing pains
Didn't know my whereabouts
I been losin out myself
Thousand feet high
Couldn't pickup where I'm to goin south
Couldn't find home the other day
Feelin broken only aches
In then end I know it's fixed
I try
It's only growing pains