I've been waiting for awhile
Trynna balance life chores while I move on
Here I stay holdin fake smiles
Cause I can't conceive
That my struggles still mount
Despite my works n all
Though it's in good grace
Finding inner peace
Cause I gotta keep me
Some level headed sane no
I got stuck up on that wave
Couldn't get back down
Screamin up in danger
Help all around oh
Then I saw the light shine right before me
And It took probably like
45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep goin
At the end of the sky I find reasons for growin
45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep going
At the end of the sky I find reasons for growin
Couple hours tick by yet I'm waitin
Feelin short like a fuse out of patience
Lack of trust building up in my basement
Cause life's a bitch coming up when it caves in
Feels like I'm stuck inside these walls
Like there's no escape
Pressure from life painting
A canvas of me
Drownin in the sea
From a tidal wave woah
I got stuck up on that wave
Couldn't get back down
Screamin up in danger
Help all around oh
Then I saw the light shine right before me
And It took probably like
45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep goin
At the end of the sky I find reasons for growin
45 days getting up in the mornin
45 nights while the rain still pourin
45 tries but I gotta keep goin
At the end of the sky I find reasons for growin
I've been waiting
Been awhile
Minutes by buildin up like a giant
Hesitatin with a smile move on, move on
So I've been hintin life will go my way
Those that oppose can go get back to their old groove
Maybe far away some lightyears that won't stop me from goin thru
You thought I was frontin oh
No no