Guess that's what I get For leaning into the best friend Now I've got one more ex and Two less hands here for holding Ignored all of my reasons For running far from my feelings Now I'm down on my knees and Watching you as you're leaving I hear you say goodbye And I say I'm fine But if I'm Honest with myself I'm a mess Total fake Thinking I Might need some help 'cause I never change Always getting in my own way Oh look at this mess I've made Look at this mess I've made oh I'll take the blame For making you hate my name Oh look at this mess I've made Look at this mess I've made oh Thought I learned my lesson That love does not equal tension Turns out I'm still the same kid Falling hard for affection And it hurts so bad when it's over When we both wake up and we're sober But God that first little moment Feeling you lean in closer I hear you say goodbye And I say I'm fine But if I'm Honest with myself I'm a mess Total fake Thinking I Might need some help, 'cause I never change Always getting in my own way Oh look at this mess I've made Look at this mess I've made oh I'll take the blame For making you hate my name Oh look at this mess I've made Look at this mess I've made oh Oh look at this mess I've made Look at this mess I've made oh