I just wanna start all over I think I've gone too far now I can't go back Every time I think I'm sober Devil always wanna bring me back down more But I just can't let go I've been waiting for eternity Went through all the pain Anxiety and agony I can't turn around Go back to my childhood Catch me late at nights With my own dilemmas I can't believe that my childhood is fading We've been deceived that the world is so amazing Things are changing And I hate it Life is draining And I hate it I wanna be a kid forever And forget all the pressure My childhood heroes became my foes but I guess that's the wave of life and how it flows I miss the days with no pain Imagination to play I know that it is okay I trust in you it's yahweh I miss the days with no pain Imagination to play I know that it is okay I trust in you it's yahweh I just wanna start all over I think I've gone too far now I can't go back Every time I think I'm sober Devil always wanna bring me back down more But I just can't let go I've been waiting for eternity Went through all the pain Anxiety and agony I can't turn around Go back to my childhood Catch me late at nights With my own dilemmas I been hurt from the things that you said Thinking it'd be better if you leave me for dead Maybe I could get it if you love me instead Maybe I could get it if you love me instead I been drowning in the ocean Really tryna get it but I drown in my emotions Really tryna get it but I get into the motions Really tryna feel it but but no one ever notice Say they want me back And then they play these games So then they want my love But then treat me the same I don't know how to feel Saying that you want it put my pain up in a pill You should just forget I just wanna keep it chill I just wanna keep it chill Say that I'm all that you want But than you lie to my face And then you judge me instead And then you slide with the game And I can't deal with love I know all of it's fake If you want it enough You put me in my place I just wanna start all over I think I've gone too far now I can't go back Every time I think I'm sober Devil always wanna bring me back down more But I just can't let go I've been waiting for eternity Went through all the pain Anxiety and agony I can't turn around Go back to my childhood Catch me late at nights With my own dilemmas