I been searching for a buzz
I can't seem to find
That could get me high enough
That I don't have to climb
Moving through all this pressure
Doubt if I'd even measure, up
Gods plan for me seems way too hard
I been searching for a buzz
I can't seem to find
That could get me high enough
That I don't have to climb
Moving through all this pressure
Doubt if I'd even measure, up
Gods plan for me seems way too hard
Separation anxiety, won't let me leave my past behind
Temptation always tryin me, tryna get me to press rewind
Authenticity always trickin me
Epiphany after epiphany these ministries
Seem to be restricting me please pick a tree
Let me swing peacefully, low slow chariot
Tree tops just can't hold carriages
I'm here for the process but could you just hold the embarrassment
I forgot what leverage is
God been so quiet the days don't he know I need those messages
I'll be right back after these cold beverages
Trying not to lean onto my own cleverness
And I ain't trying to be no reverend
But these fruits of the spirits seem to be the best medicine
Reminding myself daily that faith with no substance shows no evidence
I'm guessing then, that's why my conviction hold no prevalence
He seems to be rocking my salvation got me feelin like stone sediments
I'm out of my element
I been searching for a buzz
I can't seem to find
That could get me high enough
That I don't have to climb
Moving through all this pressure
Doubt if I'd even measure, up
Gods plan for me seems way too hard
I been searching for a buzz
I can't seem to find
That could get me high enough
That I don't have to climb
Moving through all this pressure
Doubt if I'd even measure, up
Gods plan for me seems way too hard