I was only alive on the eve of self-destruction I was only alive on the eve of self-destruction I was only alive on the eve of self-destruction My addictions have guided my life The emptiness could not be filled, Every mistake I have made A source of regret, To fuel a vast reformation How can I rebuild from here How can I face my Struggle with these darker times has shaped the man I am Guiding me through to this day, Never empty inside We take without giving back With all our effort, We dig until there is no way out All of the things I have destroyed, Torn apart with my disregard Plagues my thought to this day A source of regret, To fuel a vast reformation Can I reclaim what I have left buried in my wake Can I grow from my Struggle with these darker times has shaped the man I am Guiding me through to this day, Never empty inside We take without giving back With all our effort, We dig until there is no way out No way out I was only alive on the eve of self-destruction I was only alive on the eve of self-destruction