I'll be goddamned if I don't You had me down on my last leg of hope Asking around how to take back control And all that I found Was to leave you and go Set me up for danger Now you're asking me for favors Fell below my expectations Not this time I won't go chasing you Just look what you created Gotta read between the spaces Couldn't hold a conversation Now you're gone I'll flip the pages My music my therapy Nobody gets that They try to embarrass me Talk behind my back Please just let me out To a different town I'll walk a million miles Sometimes I just smile Cause I still remember the day You said to my face I wasn't gonna be shit I'm not there yet But I'll be there cause I've seen it Never forget all the ways that people Treated me How could I forget the way You made me feel on that day Set me up for danger Now you're asking me for favors Fell below my expectations Not this time I won't go chasing you Just look what you created Gotta read between the spaces Couldn't hold a conversation Now you're gone I'll flip the pages I'll be honest but I can't tell the truth apart Overthinking changes anything from innocent to frightening I just wish that I could work it out while it's happening But instead I'll stay awake in bed I'll never kill the ache Demonstrate growth I'm sick and I hate typing out these lyrics lol I know I'm not strong I'm just starving for something that real I'm not done just trying to heal And when the lights go out don't forget how it feels Set me up for danger Now you're asking me for favors Fell below my expectations Not this time I won't go chasing you Just look what you created Gotta read between the spaces Couldn't hold a conversation Now you're gone I'll flip the pages