It's gon be hard not to pack up tomorrow You let me starve and then you break all the bottles I know the truth that you Lost all you borrowed I know that You know that And it gets twice hard when you go the distance You scrape my knees And let em bleed no assistance You froze like twice ice Extorted my wide eyes It's time someone else pays the price Just take my soul and Go to hell with it Who are you to tell me I'm the one needs medicine Spring left me with splinters Now we split up My mind severing If he griefing I won't let him win I'll restart from scratch Won't turn my back I can't trust anything Just take my soul and Go to hell Deaden my mind (heavily) The dagger in my back Is too deep Can't use medicine Fuckboy griefing I won't let him win I knew that it was eminent Don't want to turn around to See who did it My mind severing My mind sever- My mind severing Cause now there's evidence that Everything I knew is just a lie But I'm no pessimist This glass ain't half empty It's fuckin dry I don't take medicine Cause last time I did it I almost died I'm a testament that things won't get better If you don't try Cause I got too much in my head And too much on my plate But I'm still moving forward I push away all my friends and My whole family ditched me There's nobody left in my corner It's getting this bad at the same time At the same time I'm my biggest supporter Everyday I wear a fake smile But they can't tell Cause I'm a decent performer Cause I got too much in my head And too much on my plate But I'm still moving forward I push away all my friends and My whole family ditched me There's nobody left in my corner It's getting this bad at the same time At the same time I'm my biggest supporter Everyday I wear a fake smile But they can't tell Cause I'm a decent performer Just take my soul and Go to hell with it Who are you to tell me I'm the one needs medicine Spring left me with splinters Now we split up My mind severing If he griefing I won't let him win I'll restart from scratch Won't turn my back I can't trust anything Just take my soul and Go to hell Deaden my mind (heavily) The dagger in my back Is too deep Can't use medicine Fuckboy griefing I won't let him win I knew that it was eminent Don't want to turn around to See who did it My mind severing My mind sever- My mind severing My mind severing My my my mind severing My mind severing My my my mind sever- My mind severing