You get a taste of your own medicine A spoonful of sugar won't help, no 'Cause I've been acting like a gentleman You give me adrenaline No I'll never fit, yeah It's another day and my pills won't swallow themselves or killed From lack of urgency filled with scripts I never could spill I know if I keep on going I'ma die-die-die-die-die Mixing potions got me floating til' it's bye-bye-bye-bye-bye I can't dive into the ocean 'less you save my life this time You know I never meant to say goodbye-bye-bye I know if I keep on going I'ma die-die-die-die-die Mixing potions got me floating til' it's bye-bye-bye-bye-bye I can't dive into the ocean 'less you save my life this time You know I never meant to say goodbye-bye-bye 'Cause I've been smoking too much I ain't drinking enough I've been on the line and you just ringing my trust Last year I was hoping that I could turn into dust Resurrecting those feelings just to show what I've done When I can't get it right You know what is on my mind Get it, bounce, Falcon nine Put it on my- on my mind Eventually hate everything that I write, sike 'Cause it puts all of my scars in the light, right And all my struggles becoming my life, yeah I gotta get out of here or I'ma die I know if I keep on going I'ma die-die-die-die-die Mixing potions got me floating til' it's bye-bye-bye-bye-bye I can't dive into the ocean 'less you save my life this time You know I never meant to say goodbye-bye-bye I know if I keep on going I'ma die-die-die-die-die Mixing potions got me floating til' it's bye-bye-bye-bye-bye I can't dive into the ocean 'less you save my life this time You know I never meant to say goodbye-bye-bye Bye I did- didn't wanna say No