Everybody literally hate me Fuck metaphysical necessities I would cast a spell just to have you next to me Tried to make a love potion, I can't get the recipe Every single thing that I do, embarrasses me Drugs got me slurring every time I try to speak Don't know what to say to you, so I lie through my teeth I don't even think I care that we have different beliefs When I see your name, I can't help but cheese I'd meditate for you to talk to me I manifest everything we could be Say that you're trying, you're trying for me Why do I go through this shit silently? I need to think about sobriety Know that these voices just lying to me I cannot breathe Don't wanna think about anything Fuck metaphysical necessities I would cast a spell just to have you next to me Tried to make a love potion