Peel off layers Take off your make-up just this time Cause I'm a dreamer But tales are not the things that turn me on Perfect irony Hoping for something great and new to feel Lost in symmetry I'm blinded by the lights that'd set me free See you at the end of this road if I get there Guess growing old was not the right key To lock up what you can't see Sink monsters into the sea Or keep them in your ceiling Don't you mind I'll slow down for a bit To get the big picture Of where I want to be But I don't know where it is I'm fucking sick and tired Of feeling like this I know it won't get better I'm lost in the abyss I'm fucking sick and tired Of my own neuroses I can't live like this On the 4th of August I made a promise (That) I'll never hurt myself again Yet I just fucking stand there and pretend That I will never lie to myself again But deep inside I know I'll stay the fucking same Hurt myself again I'll stay the fucking same Hurt myself again I'll stay the fucking same