What did I just say? Was it so damn wrong? Will I succeed in all of my deadlines? Where do I come from? I don't remember. I stumble and I fall. Many illusions making me upset One more delusion leading to my death They collect and dwell in my chest How do I get rid of them? This is my daily struggle, this is what I am Now you understand my empty stare And why I'm silent Many thoughts in my restless mind Breaking off my rest, making my eyes blind Hard to control what's inside my brain Every single breath makes me more insane Is this the ending or the beginning Of a brand new fight against my nightmares? Will I ever be the one to Free myself from them? A brand new addiction to mental poison My wrong conclusions running in circles Nothing can be more pathetic Than this self torment. This is my daily struggle, this is what I am Now you understand my empty stare And why I'm silent Many thoughts in my restless mind Breaking off my rest, making my eyes blind Hard to control what's inside my brain Every single breath brings me so much pain ♪ Many thoughts in my restless mind Breaking off my rest, making my eyes blind Hard to control what's inside my brain Every single breath makes me more insane