It's a miracle I can't seem to see You know I'm dying Dying to be It's not my fault I can't seem to breathe If that says a lot It will catch up with me I know it's not all fate I know I have some chance to change But no energy is draining me It's hard to get stuff done when everything is pouring pressure onto me I wish I could just take off my skin I wish I could just not let words in I'm so indecisive Keep changing up my mind How should I feel about myself? I wish I could just change my skin It's a miracle How I'm here I bully myself Smiling assassin If I look away I wish it would go But I'm left to accommodate A breaking soul Just look away I'm ok Just look away I wish I could just take off my skin I wish I could just not let words in I'm so indecisive Keep changing up my mind How should I feel about myself? I wish I could just change my skin There is straining in my head I'm lying in my bed There is pain in my head No reason to be dead There is straining in my head I'm lying in my bed There is pain in my head No reason to be dead It's a pain in my head I'm lying in my bed