There's no starting over, waited for this moment No one could ever love me, there's no option for you My mind was always crowded, it's time for me to cross over Life is just a mountain, that I can't cross over Fear drips by the ounces, intrusive thoughts take over Always get fucked over, no friends to keep me sober Hated by the masses, too different for the others Who cares? Who cares? I'm just wasting time Who cares? I'm just wasting time Too many drugs, too much timе I think I've lost my fucking mind I think I've lost my fucking mind I think I've lost my fucking mind I think I'vе lost my fucking mind Lost my fucking mind, I think I've lost my fucking mind I really need you now, it's important now It could be different now I really need you now, I really need you now I really need you now, I really need you now Really need you now Really need you now Want to love but I just don't know how It's enough, that I can't make her smile Had enough of saying I'm alright Had enough of feeling out of touch I hate myself, I'm insecure I live a lie, I'm such a bore Can't continue on like this no more I ask myself what I'm living for I'm all alone again, I'm down at my worst again I'm all alone again, this life is just not fair