Say you understand You don't know you're clueless But that's all you know to say I'm so used to this Keep on talking to me I ain't in the mood for this Keep on pressing me I ain't in the mood for this Drugs put me out my body My curses still surround me I ain't never hurt nobody But they still try to drown me Feel like I ain't had nobody Just niggas around me Feel like I ain't had nobody Just niggas around me These niggas be thriving huh I'm surviving I feel like I'm dying, huh Yeah I'm dying I wanna get back to my old life I swear I'm trying Niggas say they understand my pain Yeah they lying I'm drinking, I'm drinking, got henny in liters Told my bitch I'll bust it down when I see her I am so damn lit that I'm seeing the reaper My whole life cold like I stay in the freezer Trying to make it through this "well you just need a breather" Been in the bottom don't like where we were I'm just trying to go up now I'm eager My demons my only fans like an egirl I been moving around I been up so much that I ain't ever slept in my whole life Niggas trying do better for me but nigga this ain't even my fight I put my pain into these words you hear my soul whenever I write Nigga this ain't even my fault but I can't even say that outright You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it Nigga not even if I said it huh Say you understand You don't know you're clueless But that's all you know to say I'm so used to this Keep on talking to me I ain't in the mood for this Keep on pressing me I ain't in the mood for this Drugs put me out my body My curses still surround me I ain't never hurt nobody But they still try to drown me Feel like I ain't had nobody Just niggas around me Feel like I ain't had nobody Just niggas around me You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it Nigga not even if I said it huh You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it You wouldn't get it Nigga not even if I said it huh