見つめないで I'm sitting in your room and tryna think of what to say My mind is going blank I tried to treat this life just like a game But I don't wanna play Tryna figure out what the fuck happened to me 離れないで Don't act like you don't know, I see it in your face I get so high I wonder if I'll sober in a day I used to be the one, you tripped me up, I fell in second place What the fuck happened to me? Another day its nothing new I'm a NEET It feels like everybody's picking you over me I get too high and I cant stand on my feet Is it really how you want this to be? I'm just trying not to stumble or fall I'm ignoring every text every call I try to figure if it's worth it at all I try to figure if it's worth it Because I failed before I started It didn't work out, at least I didn't try my hardest Walk up in the store, swipe my card and tell 'em charge it Dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet Because I failed before I started It didn't work out, at least I didn't try my hardest Fucked it up again and now I'm begging for your pardon Fuck me up again, I didn't think it would be harmless 見つめないで I'm sitting in your room and tryna think of what to say My mind is going blank I tried to treat this life just like a game But I don't wanna play Tryna figure out what the fuck happened to me 離れないで Don't act like you don't know, I see it in your face I get so high I wonder if I'll sober in a day I used to be the one, you tripped me up, I fell in second place What the fuck happened to me?