Heavy clouds above my head, they never pass me by
They ever fall forever, I can't escape them inside
The rain that pours out of them will drown me soon enough
A quicker release will be for me to turn to dust
They've all judged me like their gods, they're casting me aside
Testing for the fire, but won't look me in the eyes
I admit that I have made mistakes that I regret
I have hurt those close to me, but I never meant it
Obviously no apology is good enough
Might have to pack up my things if no attention light is up
Under these clouds and this weight, I cannot sleep or get away
In my heart, I know I'm begging god for peace
About to blow up my friends again, cell phone light on my forehead
My eyes are red as I sink deeper in their soul
Who can help me, I don't know, oh, oh, oh
Who can help me, I don't know, oh, oh, oh
I don't know what I can say, just wanna shut down and drive away
But in the end, I'm so cold
Hold a glock out to show the world that I'm cold
It's a lonely life when you're a killer
But I mean what I say, ain't no one realer
Than the one they call Hutch, yeah, he's a sinner
He will end your whole life, then go eat dinner
I don't know where I'm going
But these clouds above me are pouring
I will stand in the rain and tell a story
While I watch you bleed out, your spirit's soaring