Think I might kill myself
I don't know how I feel
Think I might kill myself
I don't know how I feel
Would you miss me if I'm gone?
I can't do all this alone
Would you miss me if I'm gone?
I can't do all this alone
Everybody always thinking that I'm okay
Ever since I was a kid, been feeling lonely
Have a bad thought and it never ever go away
But I never tell nobody 'bout it, no way
Never asking how I felt, no one really seemed to care
Guess I made it hard to tell, still nobody's ever there
Does nobody think of me? Do you know I live in hell?
Does nobody really see how I feel about myself?
Do you understand the way I feel inside? Oh, no
Probably 'cause you never looked me in the eyes
There's a lot of things in my brain, there's a lot of things I hide
There's a reason that I stay up overthinking late at night
There's a reason that I cry, there's a reason that I'm sad
There's a reason that I feel like I don't have a mom or dad
There's a reason I'm alone, there's a reason I'll be gone
There's a reason that I'll never truly feel the way I want, so
Think I might kill myself
I don't know how I feel
Think I might kill myself
I don't know how I feel
I need help, I need friends
Don't need wealth, don't need fans
I need love, I need care
I need someone to be there
I had to do it alone, but then I cut everyone out
So I take the blame, I am what I found
And I feel insane, writing this down
But that's all okay, we'll figure this out
Whoever that be, that's helping me out
And I wanna feel like the stars in the sky in the night
I'll glow in the darkness and shine way up high
And I'll beat all my demons, I'll beat all my shit
I got all these feelings, now let's deal with it
And I wanna break through this, I wanna go do this
I need to let everything out or I'll lose it, I swear
Think I might kill myself
I don't know how I feel
Think I might kill myself
I don't know how I feel
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Would you miss me if I'm gone?
I can't do all this alone
Would you miss me if I'm gone?
I can't do all this alone