You deserve so much better than this You deserve so much better than this You deserve so much better than this You deserve so much better than this You deserve so much better than this You deserve so much better than this I yearn for your beautiful touch But also scare at the very thought of it I keep these pictures close to my heart And they haunt me for it I pray that you'll get better sooner or later But hopefully not the latter And it might not even matter to you but I cant wrap my head around what does For all i knew is lost and i find myself stranded in this confusion With a firm grip i hold onto these memories Cus by now theyr the only thing left to reasure me That things can be diffrent from what they are And if i just push through this Then maybe the sun will feel like it used to And i wont cry at the thought of you And i wont cry at the thought of you And i wont cry at the thought of you