I don't wanna be the one to lose my mind I'd do anything you'd say The stones are broke in fate I don't wanna be the one that's left behind If you're happy I'm ok I'm only half awake God pave the way I get scared at night when I'm alone I don't wanna lose myself I hate when you don't pick up your phone I'm laying down and I'm nodding off and I'm staying prone How does the shed feel without me How do I know I can trust you to not doubt me Cause I don't wanna have to pick a side you and me When I'm talking to you that's the best side of me You and me in my car why does it stay with me Get paid to sleep those autumn leaves Especially when you didn't stay with me All the times that I didn't have the strength to see If I were you and you were me that I would do the same things I don't wanna be the to lose my mind I'd do anything you'd say The stones are broke in fate I don't wanna be the one that's left behind If you're happy I'm ok I'm only half awake Leave me behind I don't give a fuck Smoking in the garden that you laid I'm vulnerable my guard just went to bed DM's that I should've unsent The PM is the morning where I live The night is darkest just before you're dead I just want it to be over You said it was fate that we met Then ghosted me and left me on red Just like my wrist that's bleeding on my bed The night is darkest just before you're dead I don't wanna be the one to lose my mind (lose my mind) I'd do anything you'd say And I don't know I don't wanna be the one that's left behind (left behind) If you're happy I'm ok I'm not bout to blow up I'm too raw I'm too blunt I'm too strong I'm too strung I miss life on tour I miss so much more I've missed so much more I've missed so many whores I've missed so many doors You're my mindy I'm your mork Carrot cakes are what's in store Give you bands I'll buy the store Ride my face on wooden floors Fucked your face and loved you more A warm embrace a love galore I cheated on you I'm a whore Cinnamon and candle cores Discipline to close the drawer If you're listening I'll tell you more The best movies outdoors The one that's left behind