Thought you could be there for me
That you were not judging me
I can't help it
Can't help it
My thoughts are taking over me
Over me, over me
I'm shattered
Shattered
But you won't fix me
Somebody come help me
I write raps that explain why I'm always alone so come help please
I asked nicely, I can't be alone in the night, see
All of my demons will try fight me
And I'm mentally weak so I know that I'll lose
There's no beef now I roll in the booth
Nowadays I've switched and I'm hoping,
Everyone around me can see I ain't joking
I've been playing with my life, I'm young but I'm older
Wiser, now I give God the controller
What do you know about rolling in crowds,
Being loud, now you gotta look over your shoulder?
I messed up - had nothing to lose
But something to prove
And if I was rude then I'm sorry bro 'cause I was tryna be bait
I came to a fork in the road and went straight
Thought you could be there for me
That you were not judging me
I can't help it
Can't help it
My thoughts are taking over me
Over me, over me
I'm shattered
Shattered
But you won't fix me
I gotta get this pain off my chest but
Moretime I keep quiet 'cause I play for the best
I don't sleep, I work late in my nest
And I still wouldn't sleep if you paid me to rest
That's not only the mindset
I cover so much, tell me is it my time yet?
I cover so much but I ain't taking your shift
They say God blessed me but I ain't using my gift
All my life I've been searching
I've been working, yes, multiple days
On road, selling music, yes, multiple ways
And I'm only 18 but I've seen hell
No lie 'cause I can describe every detail
Had to grow, I got Mario's mushroom
I've seen things that children should never see
You'll never know what I'm up to
But I've got a blue shell if you're ahead of me
Thought you could be there for me
That you were not judging me
I can't help it
Can't help it
My thoughts are taking over me
Over me, over me
I'm shattered
Shattered
But you won't fix me
I'm shattered
I'm shattered
But you won't fix me
But you won't fix me
But you won't fix me