I've got some tough skin
That seems to sneak underneath me
And creep up to my head
Where it decides to reside
And control my fucking mind
All while I'm vulnerable
I overthink and when
I overthink I lose some sleep
And when I lose some sleep I get so fucking sick of everything
And everyone so just leave me alone
I can handle of this on my own
You all doubt me when I need you now
So just sit back, listen, let me show you how
But what's the fucking point?
I won't it go
I can't just wash away the memories of
What I was or who I am meant to be
Are you listening?
I brought this on myself
No one's fault but mine
Kick me while I'm down
Leave me while I drown in my own blood
Aid lives in a ghost town
Who am I to decide for myself
When everyone else needs help
So I give in to all my selfless ways
Despite how much I can take
Always afraid I'm to die alone
Reminiscing the past as a milestone
Falling victim to things that I should've known
When will it be my turn to
Be the one that you turn to
Or would that just be the beginning of the end?
What am I fighting for?
What am I fighting for?
What am I fighting for?
What am I fighting for?
So when grave danger is near
Brace yourself for the impact
GO!
Who am I to decide for myself
When everyone else needs help
So I give in to all my selfless ways
Despite how much I can take
Who are you to decide for myself
When everyone else needs help
So I give in to all my selfless ways
Despite how much I can take
This is not healthy
I can't keep, keep living this way
I have no, no other choice
Well I will preserver I will conquer
I am sincerely yours