You said that you'd never hurt me But you did anyway My faith in this life now deserts me (It fills my mind with despair) And here I lie Down in the cold again But still I do pretend That I have no one But myself to count on Cuz I've tried to work things out But a little mistake has slowed me down To find out what I'm chasing after Another day of this conflict Once again I've bit my tongue For this greater reward here Life's turned into somewhat of a lie Down in the cold again But still I do pretend That I have no one But myself to count on Cuz I've tried to work things out But a little mistake has slowed me down To find out what I'm chasing after Who do you want to be If this is what you see Who do you fucking blame You're driving me insane Cuz I've tried to work things out But a little mistake has slowed me down To find out what I'm chasing after Cuz I've tried to work things out But a little mistake has slowed me down To find out what I'm chasing after