Watch the dust as it settles for you
Paint my fingernails to match the mood
We always settle for feeling blue
And I keep blocking your view
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Looking out for you is the price I pay for caring
My heart on my sleeve is the punishment I'm wearing
I wish I could relate to the scars that we share
But what you don't see is, to me, they're not there
You've been up and down a lot
I've been trying to find a new way for us to start
'Cause I can't remember the smell of your clothes
Searching for my purpose just made me feel worthless
I feel the tremors from inside my bones
A happy ever after is made for disaster with me
I'll hold you close
And wait up late at night to make sure you get home
But I know this is all play pretend
We're not meant to be more than just friends
Joyful days turns to months we spend
Knowing we're close to an end
'Cause I can't remember the smell of your clothes
Searching for my purpose just made me feel worthless
I feel the tremors from inside my bones
A happy ever after is made for disaster with me
And every excuse that we make
Avoiding the things that are too hard to say
I know that we're wasting away
Losing track of what we'd call our yesterday

Losing track of what we'd call our yesterday
'Cause I can't remember the smell of your clothes
Searching for my purpose just made me feel worthless
I feel the tremors from inside my bones
A happy ever after is made for disaster with me
'Cause I can't remember the smell of your clothes (of your clothes)
Searching for my purpose just made me feel worthless
I feel the tremors from inside my bones
A happy ever after is made for disaster with me