Can I hold it? Broken under the weight Did you make me just to hurt me Drain the blood from my body? Why am I here if all I feel is pain? When the good feels so fragile like it's fighting to stay Are you trying to hurt me, 'cause it feels like I can't escape? They'll see an explanation, it just looks like you're gonna win 'Cause I'm dying to know that I'm not alone And I'm dying to see if you're gonna go Are you trying to hurt me or can you take the pain Take the pain away? Calm is when I tell myself the ocean's dry Feeling good is when I numb the boiling blood inside And I can call a hundred thousand times But your doubts won't fade away And all the pictures hanging on your walls Have a story that you can make (you can make it all up, baby) Are you trying to hurt me, 'cause it feels like I can't escape? They'll see an explanation, it just looks like you're gonna win 'Cause I'm dying to know that I'm not alone And I'm dying to see if you're gonna go Are you trying to hurt me or can you take the pain Take the pain away? Oh-oh Riding to feel alive Riding to feel alive