I think about it Just think about it I cry sometimes Nothing to do about it So the time it Washes through me Numb my mind for just a second Feel it all then I feel nothing Just my mind in Endless gravity I think I've hurt myself a thousand times In my head cause I can't get control inside I think I hate myself look in my eyes Cause I'm trying my best just to stay alive Drained in everything Through a million tiny cuts Pour it over me I never feel like I'm enough I'm still holding up my head With my hands around my neck The void it never leaves Endless gravity I think I've hurt myself a thousand times In my head cause I can't get control inside I think I hate myself look in my eyes Cause I'm trying my best To keep hold of a moment Stop for a second Burn all the ashes right off my tongue The gravity's folding I can't seem to focus When every wall breathes I'm not enough I'm not enough I think I've hurt myself a thousand times In my head cause I can't get control inside I think I hate myself look in my eyes Cause I'm trying my best just to stay alive