I hoped I could An empty soul that I can't fill up See it unlike before Reflections of the moon, so lifeless I liked it better When I could feel my lungs No emptiness Pull my head to the sink I've never felt so low And I can't hold my breath Feel it when I'm alone Dig the glass through my neck 'Til there's no feeling left Drown myself for the high again I would rather sit here in the silence 'Cause I hear enough for the voices in the silence, no But I get afraid that if I open up my eyelids That I won't feel nothing at all Don't need to catch me if I fall And I don't ever wanna feel like this, no There's a poison in my chest And I don't wanna sound so violent, no Maybe I should be alone instead Pull my head to the sink I've never felt so low And I can't hold my breath Feel it when I'm alone Dig the glass through my neck 'Til there's no feeling left Drown myself for the high again Pull my head to the sink Push it down, let me scream Let me cry, let me beg Not for life, but for death I am so sick of the sickness Send me away to the infinite stars Somewhere I never existed Show me the light at the end of the dark End of the dark Pull my head to the sink I've never felt so low And I can't hold my breath Feel it when I'm alone Dig the glass through my neck 'Til there's no feeling left Drown myself for the high again (for the high again) Show me the light at the end of the dark Show me the light at the end of the dark