Starved for the light Sleepless dream of mine Conjure me, cast a circle Rouse my soul, say my name I don't want this grace if the meaning is empty I only want to sing if it wakes your mind I don't want to hurt if the pain yields no progress I only want to grow if it means I'll be whole But if I'm just as lost, strike my name from the books (Burn the sage, tear out the page) Let history remind us of everything that I've done With this devil on my back (Erase the blame, forget the shame) It keeps me intact Conjure me, cast a circle Rouse my soul, say my name Conjure me, cast a circle Rouse my soul, say my name Conjure me, cast a circle Rouse my soul, say my name Conjure me, cast a circle Rouse my soul, say my name I could die with my fears exposed Or I could change the way I think, the way that I perceive Be honest with my honesty Learn a lesson through a different system Reincarnate, post-optimistic Oh I sold my soul for a sense of self control Heaven and hell, both what we make of them (If I have a heart then take it) If it's God sent then take it, or be taken aback But if I'm just as lost, strike my name from the books (Burn the sage, tear out the page) Let history remind us of everything that I've done With this devil on my back (Erase the blame, forget the shame) Am I closer now than I have ever been?