It's like I'm on the sidelines, and we never win
So hopeless again
Give me a reason to never quit
Cherish your friends or give em up
I can't live my life like this
I'll dig my grave, but you'll sleep in it
Heart pounding, mind racing
I'm drowning, time wasted
Can I not be happy for the weekend
Or maybe I'll just lose a friend
Or do this all over again
Failure and distraught, the complacency of both has me feeling lost
I see the snow fall, afraid of death and afraid to answer that phone call
It's like everything could never fix it all
Will I pay the cost
I can't live my life like this. I'll dig my grave but you'll sleep in it
Life after death is it evident? Deep in the ground, am I heaven sent
I wait for the day when my apathy fades away
It feels like nothing ever changes
Your wishful thinking, while you keep sinking, no
And if I lose myself, maybe I'll live through this hell
I see the snow fall, afraid of death and afraid to answer that phone call
With no control as I'm losing hold
I see the snow fall, afraid of death and afraid to answer that phone call
It's like everything could never fix it all
Do you feel like I do? Worrying that everyone you knew
Could be hurt or pass through, the gates of life
I have no control to protect you
Or save you, no. I can't protect you
I've been thinking so hard, analyzing my heart
I'm guilty when I'm happy, cause I know that I'm not
And I know that life's short and I know that life's cruel
Why won't it break you? Why won't it break you
I see the snow fall, afraid of death and afraid to answer that phone call
With no control as I'm losing hold
I see the snow fall, afraid of death and afraid to answer that phone call
It's like everything could never fix it all