Rex but the booger shit is spotty Go to parties and I hardly ever feel like my own body I'm in touch with my spiritual, can't touch the feeling But I feel all the residual, can't see the ceiling 'Cause I'm sinking in your memory Stacking up the energy, lacking on the synergy I sum up all the tension and Baby, did I mention that? Yeah I am back on my bullshit I told you I'd do shit, I'm just being honest I know that you knew shit, I know that I promised I'm an artist with a harness If I had tools of phonics, I'd be more articulate And the money and drugs do not stimulate all the sensations That I describe indicate, you're the one I want So, please, do not complicate, let's make it easy for you You got bullshit, I got bullshit Let's go hash it in another state It's worth the wait I would kill for you, I'd die for you Don't tell me it's no other way, please stay You run away and I chase 'Cause love's worth the race I grab you by the arm, and you tell me to my face Say I'm crazy, maybe How could it be in my head? I'm already dead And I'm already dead No resurrect, I'ma miss this I'm desperate for attention You're exiting, I'ma witness Participate in my own death ♪ I feel the feeling of losing control You were the one that would make sure I null Anything that I would push or I'd pull To move the boundary that you annulled We had the chemistry, we had the symmetry Down in the cemetery, lie down right next to me I was your Kennedy, you were my sanity Now I'm your enemy, now you just wanna leave I admit, I'ma have my faults Locked up, all safe like I'm in a vault You witnessed my love, are you feeling off? I understand it's tough 'cause I'm turning up If honesty is the key, I'ma be solemnly swearing that I would be finding myself in another reality Where I would be something that you would want me to be All you can see, you're perfectly Together and it is obviously I'm not the same, going insane Everything that I do is all in vain To prove to you that I am due for another inspection I feed off impression, I deal with depression Which is a connection to my recognition of my love addiction Now I'm already dead And I'm already dead No resurrect, I'ma miss this (there's just no use) I'm desperate for attention (I'm hanging from your noose) You're exiting, I'ma witness (abandoned from the truth) Participate in my own death There's just no use I'm hanging from your noose Abandoned from the truth And in the end I lose