I took some pills Had to say goodbye to my pain And I took some more Had to say goodbye to my brain I'm all alone, don't know how much more I can take It's a feeling I don't wanna meet face to face No, I don't feel like myself anymore I can't even stand to look at myself anymore What a shame, what a shame Fell in love with the game Now I can't turn back Only got myself to blame I feel disconnected From my mind and my sense of self And now I've got nothing left And now I pace this bedroom constantly Asking, "Who do you want me to be?" 'Cause I've been living my life through a lucid dream And I only find safety in my sleep Here again Locked inside my head and it feels like I'm sinking I need a light in the dark I need to find my way back home Is it too late? Am I too far gone? Is there anyone at all? I feel disconnected From everything (I feel disconnected From my mind and my sense of self) I feel disconnected From my mind and my sense of self And now I've got nothing left And now I pace this bedroom constantly Asking, "Who do you want me to be?" 'Cause I've been living my life through a lucid dream And I only find safety in my sleep And now I've got nothing left