I should tell you I feel safe now In the background Being drowned out Try to speak out, but there's no sound if I escape now And you've turned into a stranger Don't recognize your face or how I put myself in danger The truth is, I'm losing who I was Was I ever enough? I hope it makes you happy When you hear my name I hope it makes you happy When you hear my name Couldn't see through the smoke screen Of old dreams to catch the brighter days I feel like I'm starting to lose control I feel like I'm starting to let it go I feel like I'm starting to lose control And I feel, yeah I feel I wish I could fade out in the background I know that I'm not enough God and I'm spaced out, caught in the rain clouds Lost in my head now Promise I'm not enough Let me go I feel like a fire that's about to explode right now Let me go I feel like a fire that's about to explode right now I feel like I'm starting to lose control I feel like I'm starting to let it go I feel like I'm starting to lose control And I feel, yeah I feel I never thought we'd go up in flames I'm a fire that can't be contained And I will pretend I'll be ok Let me go I feel like a fire that's about to explode right now