I'm the shell of a man with walls to the sky One chance at resentment, you know I'll try I'm the furthest thing from innocent But I'm done with being broke Always up for the letdown It seems you've got nothing to say now Just hold your breath until you turn My favorite shade of blue I've seen you walk across the room Too many times And I've come to realize I'm just so small in the heart of it all I tried to stand tall but I'm growing old You'll never know who the real me is Just give me the strength to get through this You'll never know who the real me is You'll never know You'll never know The story's played out and limbs overgrown Forever cold, as cold as stone You'd like know what you made of me So close your crying eyes I've seen you walk across the room Too many times And it's time you realize I'm just so small in the heart of it all I tried to stand tall but I'm growing old You'll never know who the real me is Just give me the strength to get through this You'll never know who the real me is You'll never know You'll never know When I looked up got fucked up Now all I see The happiness and testament Of what we could be When I looked up got fucked up Now all I see The happiness and testament Of what we could be I'm just so small in the heart of it all I tried to stand tall but I'm growing old You'll never know who the real me is Just give me the strength to get through this You'll never know who the real me is You'll never know You'll never know You'll never know