All of this shit look the same but it's different now It's different now Too much shit went down Feel like I'm missing out I ain't seen you since before last Xmas now Since the last time I thought of getting down to switching round and skipping town I go through this shit on my own I never feel like I'm home No matter who's wit me i still feel alone So I try to stick to the road Ride through the 6 wit my woes Ride through the sev wit my woes Ride through the 4 wit my woes Ride through the 2 wit my woes Ride through the 5 wit my woes Nigga you know how it goes Nigga you know how it goes Feel like I'm all out of hope Feel like I'm all out of rope I been on the grind on the road But think ima drive off the road I feel like I'm missing the most Important to people that's close Escorting my demons and ghost Aborting belief in the course I do not feel anymore I'm hanging on for life for life I'm hanging on for life for life Apologize to my friends and family Like where you been get at me I know I ain't call But I ain't wanna see you see my fall and I ain't been to happy Can't escape my brain for anyone who fake insane cause anything could happen I can taste the rain and I ain't bout to waste the pain so I ain't take no aspirin I live in a box in a cage in a room in a place in the city You don't see me but your faces is wit me My inspiration a waste of a kidney Gone with no trace is a waste of a legacy if I am not a disgrace I forgive me All I want is for you to remember me Please don't ever misplace or forget me I'm here now And I ain't perfect I been swerving Here now And I been lurkin Life isn't permanent Now Beyond the surface I feel a purpose Here now It's always worth it But I I'm hanging on for life for life I'm hanging on for life for life