I've been tryna wait for a sunny day
LA doesn't rain but it's not the same
Work full time just to try to numb the pain
Independent but it doesn't matter anyway
I left my family to find myself
10 bottles on the ground, yeah I need some help
My mind keeps spinning on the things I felt
One more, passed out, waking up in hell
(Waking up in hell!)
I waste time trying to erase myself
Say I'm fine, one taste; my mind gon' melt
I lay awake and cry for help
Said I'm fine, but it's time to fly away
I waste time trying to erase myself
Say I'm fine, one taste; my mind gon' melt
I lay awake and cry for help
Said I'm fine, but it's time to fly away
Stoge after stoge man they rip through my lungs
It's drink after drink yeah I'll sip till I'm drunk
Cuz I don't wanna wake up in the morning 'less I'm throwing up
This pill too hard to swallow n' I know this high won't be enough
So fuck it I'm rolling
My molly imported
I'm high till the morning
My vision distorted
And I ain't feeling nothing 'less this girl is rubbing on my dick
I ain't feel your loving since you left me for that kid
I waste time trying to erase myself
Say I'm fine, one taste; my mind gon' melt
I lay awake and cry for help
Said I'm fine, but it's time to fly away
My head's been rolling since I moved here
Either it's the sun or the moonshine
My daily habits can't be too clear
Cause I've been off the edge like two times
I'm on a different level not a better one
I know I got potential
If I get a head in
Better keep it level
And the only reason I'm alive
Is cause of the music in the home
And that of the family, that of my roll
In all of conception, we set a goal
And we achieved it
Let it be known, woah
I waste time trying to erase myself
Say I'm fine, one taste my mind gon' melt
I lay awake and cry for help
Said I'm fine, but it's time to fly away
I waste time trying to erase myself
Say I'm fine, one taste; my mind gon' melt
I lay awake and cry for help
Said I'm fine, but it's time to fly away