I get illusions that I'm really
Somewhere else when
I been lying in the corner of
That bedroom by myself
And when I do this I'm not
Usually in tune with any
Movement I'm just
Losin it reality can melt
I get illusions that I'm really
Somewhere else when
I been lying in the corner of
That bedroom by myself
And when I do this I'm not
Usually in tune with any
Movement I'm just
Losin it reality can melt
And this is war
Laying down feel like a
Lifetime on that bedroom floor
I don't wanna hold this weight no more
Hold up
Almost made it I can't really
Say that I won't be back though
Really
That's the sound of my last hope,
Dropping in to say I'm over it
How many chances
I gave you to curb it and
You don't want nothing to do with it l
Lay in the room the same as the
Furniture you never learn
It's a cold day but it's June
Feel like it's no escape in this room
So I just float away in my imagination
Try to dull it out I can't move
I get illusions that I'm really
Somewhere else when
I been lying in the corner of
That bedroom by myself
And when I do this I'm not
Usually in tune with any
Movement I'm just
Losin it reality can melt
I get illusions that I'm really
Somewhere else when
I been lying in the corner of
That bedroom by myself
And when I do this I'm not
Usually in tune with any
Movement I'm just
Losin it reality can melt
Im caught in a bind
Between a rock and a hard place
Im in a dark place
In my mind
I hope that I
Make it home on time
Momma still pray that
I make it home alive
I hope I'm not late
To my funeral
Its crazy what all these
Drugs do to you
The life I live used
To be beautiful
Chewing my nails and I'm
Biting my cuticles off
Id rather a comfortable hell
Than an uncomfortable heaven
Im smoking my twenty sevens
Behind seven eleven
Im manic depressive
Feel like Im losing my leverage
Losing my will to live
Im sitting still
Aint feeling sh** and
Still I'm sick of everything
I get illusions that I'm really
Somewhere else when
I been lying in the corner of
That bedroom by myself
And when I do this I'm not
Usually in tune with any
Movement I'm just
Losin it reality can melt
I get illusions that I'm really
Somewhere else when
I been lying in the corner of
That bedroom by myself
And when I do this I'm not
Usually in tune with any
Movement I'm just
Losin it reality can melt
And when I do this I'm not
Usually in tune with any
Movement I'm just
Losin it reality can melt