I tried to kill the pain, But only brought more. (So much more) I lay dying, And I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal. I'm dying, Praying, Bleeding, Screaming. Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost? My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. Do you remember me? Lost for so long. Will you be on the other side? Will you forgive me? I'm dying, Praying, Bleeding, Screaming. Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost? My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. (Return to me salvation) (I want to DIE!) My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. My wounds cry for the grave. My soul cries, for deliverance. Will I be denied? Christ! Tourniquet! My suicide.