I've gone dark inside an eclipse of reason I've grown cold, my conscience cries for treason Nothing to lose My last hand's on the table No aces for me Life was never a fable Shield me from the truth I wanna live inside my own illusion Far, far away Damaged inside Hiding the scars within an illusion Far, far away Taking a chance When nothing seems so stable Feeling the rage That Cain felt for Abel Sick of it all Yet addicted to living No chance for me Of being forgiven I'm on the edge, wanting to know where the next step takes me I'm on a ledge, asking myself, will you be there to save me Shield me from the truth I wanna live inside my own illusion Far, far away Damaged inside Hiding the scars within an illusion Far, far away