Solace redefined And I can't even bring myself to try and figure it Who I am Rosaries and wine Trying not to see exactly when or where you failed Stare into the eyes of blood They say that we chase dreams that don't exist, that don't exist But you have tried so hard to find what's better than this, than this Running from myself I'm running from the mal-adjusted boy I used to be In sickness and in health I would even be here if the walls were caving in Stare into the eyes of blood They say that we chase dreams that don't exist, that don't exist But you have tried so hard to find what's better than this, than this