What a waste of this life Regrets taking over But my conscience is clean My conscience is clear My conscience is clean So let's get this straight There's only yourself left to betray An endless moment that you created I now live inside of this fucking void Imprisoned by my own mind Those letters that you sent Turned my soul black Bad things come to those who wait Those letters that you sent They turned my soul black They turned my soul black I cut you out so you would cut me in Those words you wrote mean nothing to me Face a sinner that you justify I'll turn away, it's your death I die And now I live inside of this fucking void And now I'm finished, stuck in time Imprisoned by my own mind All the weight of the pain I can't carry it anymore You pushed me aside All the weight of our pain I can't carry it anymore You pushed me away All the weight of our pain I can't carry it anymore You pushed me away but Your brittle hands have broken Pariah Self inflicted Made me the nihilist And I hate it