Take my loss as a lesson
Nothing is bound to last forever
All hope for bliss is slipping through the cracks
I'll be gone and I'm not coming back
Things are better off this way
For I've lost the will to stay
I promise you'll be just fine
You have greater potential than I
I'm sure that you're asking why I've chosen to end my life
Just know it was for the best
If I continued, the hurt would never end
Promise me you'll carry my memory until the day you die
Honestly, thank you for taking the time to be there and help the pain subside
But my joy is temporary
And I smile sparingly
By no means am I religious but I pray that you'll move on from this
It is gonna be hard
I understand
Remember that life always has a plan
You're a gem
You saw the light in me despite how easy that it must've been to leave
It pains me to write these words
But existence is meaningless, I've heard
I'm not enough, even at my best
If there's a god then I don't feel blessed
'Cause when I call, he seemingly isn't listening
Just the thought of that idea alone is sickening
I swear I feel like nothing more than a mistake
In twenty years, there's not a thing that I've amounted to
My insecurities constricting me just like a noose
Is it too much to ask to feel alive for just one day?
Take my loss as a lesson
Nothing is bound to last forever
All hope for bliss is slipping through the cracks
I'll be gone and I'm not coming back
Yeah, my joy is temporary
And I smile sparingly
By no means am I religious but I pray that you'll move on from this
It is gonna be hard
I understand
Remember that life always has a plan
You're a gem
You saw the light in me despite how easy that it must've been to leave