Waking in a nightmarish sweat Recollecting what I just dreamt Raise once more the knife soaked in red Watch in horror as she takes her last BREATH!!! Every night more morbid visions Decapitating my victims Horrified my lust grows in me Can't allow myself to fall asleep Soon I cannot stay awake Conscienceness begins to fade Inevitably sleep invades Deep inside the hate awakes Nothing left inside of me No longer is this just a dream Surely I will abdicate Welcoming murderous rage Torn in between Morality and morbidity No longer is this a dream Seductive monstrosity There is nothing left of me Urges will not let me be Transformation is now complete End my life to set me free